This is my first blog and im kinda nervous...i want this to kinda flow off the tongue, down my arms an on to the computer screen. Its about 10:30pm an im already extremely tired. My boss just called....i pressed ignore. Its my week off an he doesn't need me. Im going to Chicago this weekend for 'The Taste'. Its a loooong anticipated vacation...i just wish it was long enough. I've been thinking of startin a great diet...any suggestions? Whatever Perez Hilton is doing is working BUUUUUUT i just dont like that kid....i think theres a fine line between gossip an flat out disrespect an he crosses it everytime. I must say i had a satisfying grin on my face when i heard he got punched in the face by "WILL.I.AM". ANYWAYS...more about me...Im the oldest of three. I've grown up in a house full of stren rules an honestly didn't get enough love in my childhood...i feel that because of that factor i strive to be loved by everyone an want to love everyone!!! I wanna be BIG...famous big....but dont we all? Ha! Gotta love dreaming. I have a father...but he wasnt around much (at all) growin up...another black father statistic. Well im rather tired an Ill probably blog an post trips from Chicago...goodnight everyone. Ill be bloggin every Monday...if you find this interestin just lemme know, id love feed back :)