One day ill fly away
leave all this to yesterday
what more can your love do for me?
when will love be through with me?
why live life from dream to dream?
and back where im still dreaming....?
I want to fly away from my gross fat on my body
its disguisting.
i cant even wear a dress to work an feel comfortable with myself.
i want to be sooo thin that i lose my period...
is that too much to ask?
an i dont know hway i get so frustrated with the world...
its my own fault.
im not strong enough to say no to food
im not strong enough to stick a finger down my throat when i need to
dont question my determination
i wanna be skinny more than anything
an its not that i need the motivation
im not an ugly girl an i cant get one guy to like me for me
nobody wants to be fat an lonely all their lives...
especially not me
i know my prince charming is out there....maybe he's just waitin on a skinnier damsel in distress
no prince can carry a lard ass from a castle.....its just doenst look good....
i need to be this hard on myself....
postin thinspo to help my shitty mood...
Goodnight! xoxoxo E
