I cant believe its been this long since ive posted. Readers Digest version of whats been happening in my life is basically, my shit-hole house is still under construction...going on 5 months now. The guys are lazy an never at the house working when i stop by to check on progress. So were all staying at The Hell Inn also known as my grandparents where i sleep on a sofa because theyre arent enough bedrooms for the lot of us. Our three dogs get confined to two rooms because my dog is a lab and my grandparents are OCD. Uhh everything of mine is in storage exceppt all my shoes an about a months worth of clothes that i were over and over again....with my birthday comin up i will scream if i have to wear another damn outfit that ive been wearin for my frickin birthday!
On a better note i got a new car...an by new i mean to replace my baby that was totaled from some ghetto bitch. I hated living without a dependent ride of my own for 5months but i really got screwed on the whole thing...peep it: OLD CAR 200 dollar car note, 86k mileage, 2005. NEW CAR 250 dollar car note, 120k mileage, 2001, check engine light came onb week later, two fuses have already been replaced, i have to purchase 4 new tires asap because its terrible driving in the rain...hydroplane city. freelin screwed? I AM! An the bitch that hit me hasnt contributed a damn dime...
My love life is just a downward spiral of tragedy, forbidden love, fights,and maybe one day soon ill have to drink Juliet's poison because this is maddness. I love him,i really do, but am i supposed to? I just want to know the right decisions before i make em...haha is that too much to ask? Just maybe a sneak peek at the answer key before taking the test for life...
Schools gettin crazy...i do fear that everyones expecting a graduation soon but i really dont have the heart to tel them that i dont think itll be happening this year...theyll be so dissappointed to hear that i may need just one more year...an askin for that from them is a BIG deal. But nobody knows how hard it is...ill be the first college graduate in my family. Thats three generations! the pressure is on, yes but its a lot on my plate as well...i think im done ranting and whining.
YOURE BEAUTIFUL <3
