I think of you on 2 occassions...

Thats when i want it...and thats when i need it...

Like Ive Never Been Hurt Before....

Im gonna love you like ive never been hurt before


Im gonna love you like im indestructible....





I just need love. Ill never lie an say i havent been hurt. Ive been hurt by my father who was never there, ive been hurt by my mother who is incapable of saying the three words that kids NEED to hear; "I love you". Ive been hurt by boys and even by myself...but no more. Im begining to realize that im worth the same respect i give out

Im tired of being a doormat. Im tired of bein used and givin 100% to people that shutter when i ask for 10% in return. Just like this car incident. I was in a wreck in December...i still have no car. And gettin rides is like pullin teeth!!! Not to mention when i had a car, i never left town with it but my grandparents took it several weekends on triops leaving me at home. When my moms car was in the shop, i let her drive mine around and i was the one gettin picked up an dropped off...so why is that nobody can get on the call to help me find a car?


I am a child of love. I believe in dreams coming true, in fairytales, in happy endings, and in prince charmings, call me naive if youd like but its all i have to hold on to at night. The dream that myh prince charming is battling dfragons to get to me an i ownt disappoint him, im waiting for him. And when he gets here, nothin else in the world will matter but the two of us. I need him to fill all my senses. I want to feel his arms around me, smell him against me, hear his "i love you's", see his smile at me,and taste his kiss.
That sounds lovely doesnt it?
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