"Somethin always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
no matter what ill say or do
i still feel you here, til the moment im gone
you hold me without touch
an keep me without chance
ive never wanted anything so much
then to drown in your love and not feel your pain
Set me free, leave me be, i dont want to fall another moment into your gravity
here i am, and i stand, so tall...just the way im suppose to be
but your on to me, an all over me
You loved me because im fragile, an i thought that i was strong, when you touch me for a little while, all my fragile strentgh has gone
I live hear on my knees as i try to make you see that your everything i think i need here on a shrine, youre neither friend or foe though i cant seem to let you go, the one thing that i still know is that youre keepin me....down. Keepin me down....
Youre onto me, youre onto me, an over me....
somethin always brings me back to you...it never takes too long..." ~Sara Barellis
I wanted to share these lyrics because somethin new has occurred. I know that ive been talking to this guy an everything is going great with us but he's away for two weeks doing shit for the army...an its okay...i miss him like crazy but it seems like now thats he's away an we cant text/talk all the time my ex is texting me nonstop....an a lot of feelings are rushing back to me that shouldn't be here....an i hear this song an i feel like this is exactly what were goin through...well on my end. I dont want to be in love with him...he doesnt have those feelings for me anymore an im ready to move on to a guy that clearly really likes me....im still happily talking to the guy as i was in th elast post....but that storm brewin....this just might be the tip of the iceburg...love stinks!
