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Thursday, February 24, 2011

Im so effin over it...


Terrance whathisface fatass....you annoy me
you come to my house while im having construction done and belittle and disrespect the men to make yourself feel big and important, when in actuality the only big thing about you is your mouth, stomach and ass! You look like a fool, please shut your mouth. I hated you ever since our families decided to go out to eat and you made us leave because you said it was too expensive...it was frickin O'Charleys...if you couldnt afford your meal then maybe you shouldve declined the invite...because we dont consider McDonalds a family restaurant. So shoo fly you broke BITCH!
Sam David...you annoy me
just because i loved you for 5yrs it doesnt give you the right to walk all over me anytime you want. I tried so hard to always be there for you, even after the break up and it still isnt enough or you. You still put everyone before me, even when im at my lowest and need you. You say lets hang...ive go so much more goin on in my life an i move things around constantly and yet you STILL cant seem to have the time of day for me. I guess i try to hold on to somethings because well hell, we were best friends before we dated and i always assumed we wouldnt let anything wreck our friendship, that was a key element when we made the big decision to date...an now look at us...well you know what...im movin on w ir w out you, if you dont wanna be my friend then hit the road jack...cuz youre an ASS!
Karyn, Moms, Norah, Cissy (whatever you want to be called)...you annoy me
You are always counting on me to give up my life an drop everythin to help better yours. In highschool i couldnt hang out afterwards or join any clubs because i had to be home to get my brother and sister from the bus. I couldnt attend study groups for my AP tests because i had to be home w the kids. And even now, youre still taking over. I work til 7, and made movie plans at 9, you just told me that i have to do my sisters Science Fair Project thats due tomorrow...she had months to do it and w no responsibility it should be done. So that means i may get home at 11 an then have to tend to someone else's school work...or either forfeit my movie pass to do her work...Not only is it last minute but i remember staying up all night last year to do it and not once did i hear a "Thank You"...I wont be here forever and you cant constantly always depend one me...GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND QUIT INTERFERING W MINE! and i cant even get over your idea of the "perfect child" for you to sit here and say that i hope my grabdchildren are mixed and not all black so they can compete in the toddlers and tiaras is ridiculous...and extremely hurtful. I must admit that hearing you sayin that time and time again...is probably whats wrong w the way i see myself. Because im all black. But i love my black. I think my skin is a pretty creamy milk chocolate color. Its delicious. i love mixing it w creamy ivory colors, i make strawberry red look yummy and i can make a pink, salmon and coral blush when theyre against my skin....one day youll be able to see more than skin. Until then...FUCK YOU!