my MOM is sooo annoying!!!

Before i begin this terrible rant i hope that everyone is doing well :) It's almost Nutcracker time and my Saturdays consist of rehearsal from sun up to sun down...do you know what 6 hours in pointe shoes does to someone's poor lil piggy toes? DEATH! lol My dieting is NOT workin...any suggestions? I gotta get smaller for my role as arabian...i wear a two piece and dont want to have blubber while im dancing. It's sure to be a really good production! So everyone should come see it an enjoy the holiday magic! :)
Now for my rant....it's not even legite. She woke me up at like EARLY to complain that im practically a waste a space an that she doesnt like me...an im too tired to even care wtf she's sayin. I dont argue back because i feel like then id be goin on her level...I like to write poems to express my feelinngs an the many things i had to go through as a child thats she's put me through...she read them an took offense. I just dont understand how she can take away all my free time with HER children an now i've lost my freedom of speech. This whole house and all her rules are BULLSHIT! Cross your fingers that i can get a job and a dorm next semester so that ill NEVER have to be home or around her and her damn children. I love my siblings to death an i'd do anything for them but this is just ridiculous!