he ate my heart
and yet it amazes me
We got into a fight
over nothing at all (to be honest)
he's somekind of wolf in disguise
besides bein completely LOCO
i dont think callin me cold hearted was necessary, do you?
lol its not like i havent heard it before though
ive been hurt one too many times
and now i know how to manage my emotions
some might find it unhealthy but its all i know
and that is, to not have any at all
The last guy walkin out on me....after my father of course
i loved him. i REALLY loved him. an he left me
no matter how many times i pleaded...oh gah how i pleaded
i promised i would never do that to myself again
walls are up, even when my guards appear to be down, they wont ever be down
so now im alone, and if thats how he wants it then thats how it will be.
no more cryin over stupid ass men that cant make up their mind
or that somehow believe im a play toy....because i am not
so excuse me for not runnin after you beggin to stay w me.
an dont you dare blame it all on me like...well you didnt come after me, so you didnt want me....
what logic is that?!
if yo uwanted me you wouldve done whatev it took!!!! not just walked out
cuz thats the easy part....youve proved you can do that already
i wanted you to prove that you could stay an tough it out
because THAT, anthony is what makes a relationship!
so the best of luck to you finding someone that can care about you the way i did.
im over it, im over you an your drama queen temper tantrums, im over guys period. all i need are my degrees, money an kids, an guess what....i dont even need you for that :)
so farewell, partin is such sweet sorrow
one more thing.................................................................
FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKIN STUPID GAY ASS PRICK!
:) tootles
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